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if only you know maybe i should get used to it now. Rest in peace, Raymond This morning when Naihong first break the news to me on facebook message, i couldn't accept it. i hope my eyes are playing a trick on me and that's it. this kind of accident should not happen to him, he's such a bubbly and helpful person who would randomly help any old aunty if they needed his help. it's kinda unfair isn't it?! Raymond, you promise me you will attend my birthday party and you didn't turn up! the very last time that i saw him was the day he brought me to woodlands industrial park to play with monkeys. i still remembered it vividly how we waited for those monkeys to come out, he even threw fire crackers to lure them out. he has always been a big brother to me showering me with care whenever i need him. without him in Pizza Hut, my working experience won't be that fabulous i doubt. he used to hit my head whenever he saw me, that's like irritating but i hope he will do that to me again, just one more time. i'm sorry, i didn't treat you that well and always ignoring you. if i could turn back time, i will go out with you. i will pick up your calls and talk to you for a longer period of time. he used to carry me up for nothing and really just lift me up for NOTHING. my head hit the metal piece hanging on the wall once at pizzahut kitchen. i remembered i sat down and cry, that was the first time i cried during work time. he was there apologizing and do all sort of things to make me feel better. i said i hate him for that moment but actually i don't. we went out quite a few times with yuxian and meiling for late supper and he was always the one planning all these and i'm always the one saying i'm not free or by what time i need to reach home. ya, bullshit. i'm just not friendly, that's all. i really hope the driver will be arrested soon and get the punishment that he deserved! why can't you call the ambulance first? maybe he will be fine if you do it immediately, don't you think so you bastard! i can't stop crying when i heard that he's no longer around, the feeling is real bad! i forbid anyone of my friend to leave me! i miss you, Raymond. from today onwards, i will treat all my friend better. i won't want to wait till they leave me then i start to write all these bullshit. shit, i think i look at an idiot crying in front of my laptop typing all these down. you really mean something to me, my friend. |
