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tumblr account

2011-04-04T19:53:00.000-07:00

tumblr account - http://youaremy-addiction.tumblr.com/

Lecture

2011-03-29T18:03:00.000-07:00

Professor with red tie.

Reminder:
HRM
11 April 2011 (11am) - Guest Speaker

cough X3

2011-03-08T21:08:00.000-08:00

coughing for quite a few days and i hope it will get better, i want my voice back :(

Greetings

2011-02-03T21:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D

update soon (:

short update after filming (27.01.10)

2011-01-27T02:10:00.000-08:00

i'm back!

left home at 11am and i'm finally back. heading out soon again :D filming today was especially fun, lovely crews and friends. shall not elaborate, wanna know more? ask me.

took photo with honeyy ((: okay, im going out <3
PS: i don't like lip gloss.

meetup with paige (25.01.2011)

2011-01-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

finally after so long, meet up with my dear paige! chat about how childish we were in the past and our holiday trip to HONGKONG! oh god, i can't wait. hopped from udder to ala meem, supper to dinner. yup! it's ice-cream then proper dinner. it's more like playing with the food than eating <3

lazy to book haircut appointment at twister therefore just went to monsoon at JP for some treatment and haircut. it's not really up to expectation but spend a BOMB there. mommy hor? almost 800bucks and bought heels. i can be crazy when i see heels! oh no, i need to save for hong kong trip!

blogging with brother's vaio :D

Teens Model Search

2011-01-23T17:01:00.000-08:00

hey guys, please help to vote for my friend in teens model search 2011!

http://www.facebook.com/mobile/#!/photo.php?fbid=10150093128606252&set=a.10150093125411252.299331.192897256251

Photo 59 of 65
Tan Jhun Boon, 19

Step 1: Go to the following link and like the fan page
http://www.facebook.com/teensmag
...Step 2: Like the pic in the following link
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/photo.php?fbid=10150093128606252&set=a.10150093125411252.299331.192897256251

Thank you! :D

First Post of 2011 (22nd Jan 2011)

2011-01-22T07:01:00.000-08:00

Dear all,

maybe i should do a sum up for year 2010 but let's start with 2011.

Best countdown on 31st Dec 2010 (that marks the first day of 2011)
Filming/Shootings (...)
Wisdom Tooth Surgery (gosh, fail like a ...)
Clearing my 4/1000 working hours
Meet up with my beloved mich bitch after so so long

i think that's all i remember for now. anyway my fail wisdom tooth surgery is making me so sick, can't even eat properly. it's still swollen, good friends such as fever, throat inflammation tag along. although i had one week of MC but still i go to school, shoots and work to keep myself occupied.

I'm definitely going to blog about my wisdom tooth surgery which is so HOLY GODLY.

some overdue photos.

i really think you should give me some space to breathe;

if only you know

2010-12-28T07:53:00.000-08:00

maybe i should get used to it now.

Rest in peace, Raymond

2010-12-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

This morning when Naihong first break the news to me on facebook message, i couldn't accept it. i hope my eyes are playing a trick on me and that's it. this kind of accident should not happen to him, he's such a bubbly and helpful person who would randomly help any old aunty if they needed his help. it's kinda unfair isn't it?!

Raymond, you promise me you will attend my birthday party and you didn't turn up! the very last time that i saw him was the day he brought me to woodlands industrial park to play with monkeys. i still remembered it vividly how we waited for those monkeys to come out, he even threw fire crackers to lure them out. he has always been a big brother to me showering me with care whenever i need him. without him in Pizza Hut, my working experience won't be that fabulous i doubt. he used to hit my head whenever he saw me, that's like irritating but i hope he will do that to me again, just one more time. i'm sorry, i didn't treat you that well and always ignoring you. if i could turn back time, i will go out with you. i will pick up your calls and talk to you for a longer period of time.

he used to carry me up for nothing and really just lift me up for NOTHING. my head hit the metal piece hanging on the wall once at pizzahut kitchen. i remembered i sat down and cry, that was the first time i cried during work time. he was there apologizing and do all sort of things to make me feel better. i said i hate him for that moment but actually i don't. we went out quite a few times with yuxian and meiling for late supper and he was always the one planning all these and i'm always the one saying i'm not free or by what time i need to reach home. ya, bullshit. i'm just not friendly, that's all.

i really hope the driver will be arrested soon and get the punishment that he deserved! why can't you call the ambulance first? maybe he will be fine if you do it immediately, don't you think so you bastard!

i can't stop crying when i heard that he's no longer around, the feeling is real bad! i forbid anyone of my friend to leave me!

i miss you, Raymond.
from today onwards, i will treat all my friend better. i won't want to wait till they leave me then i start to write all these bullshit.

shit, i think i look at an idiot crying in front of my laptop typing all these down. you really mean something to me, my friend.

school work checklist

2010-10-02T23:55:00.000-07:00

seriously, i think i am not a school person.
let me plan my checklists before i start my work, great?

CHECKLIST :

English Final Essay( something to share regarding my English Compo class)
Arts Quiz
Arts Final Essay
Hospitality Project

Pictures Flash
Video Editing
PowerPoint Slides
Report - Risk Evaluation and Future Plan
Email

i will be working on all these for today. hopefully i don't have to add on anymore because these are enough for me to camp at home for one WHOLE day.

Initial plan was to start doing my work at 3pm but there are a lot of distractions and finally i decided to start now, 3.47pm. i shall work hard for this week and spend every single day of my term break wisely. ps: mummy i will go home late okay.

just a question, is clubbing right or wrong?

Song playing : my love will get you home, boy.

Falling Sick

2010-10-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

clicking on the image icon and click on cancel button = conclusion not going to blog
my brother is so retarded today!

headache and sore throat are driving me crazy!
:(

Canelé Pâtisserie Chocolaterie

2010-09-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

Canelé Pâtisserie Chocolaterie

Canelé Pâtisserie Chocolaterie officially opened on 22nd September 2004 at Robertson Walk, serving a wide selection of freshly baked bread, pastries and chocolates.

some pictures taken by me during my group visit to Les Amis (:

ps: junxiang, just save the picture you want. the rest i have yet edited so have to wait kay

Prawn Fishing

2010-09-28T20:14:00.000-07:00

Prawning at Sin Ming

Prawning should be called Prawn Fishing.
i have been mentioning prawning, prawning and prawning on twitter, facebook and everywhere. finally i went with my family last weekend! so exciting over it, i don't know why.

it's the very first time my parents prawn and they look so epic cute when they hold the rod and stare at the pond. haha a noob(me) teaching them how to prawn when i myself don't even know the right way to prawn. anyway i enjoyed myself, i believe my family enjoyed themselves too (: we went crazy whenever we caught a prawn, be it a small, middle or big prawn. my brother huilong and preston will help us to remove the hook from the prawns.

a big thank you to the both of you!

some people use worms which is so eew.

waiting patiently for the prawn to get hooked but guess what?
tadah! no prawn after half an hour :(

........

still no prawn!
or rather only one or two small prawns in it.

so finally preston is here! he can really prawn! 70 percent of the prawn that night is caught by him. amazing right? my family of five -.- he's so shy whenever he wanna tell my parent that there is a prawn hooked. thank preston!

look at his professional way of prawning and compare it with mine.
i just sit there, hold the rod and WAIT.

my sweet mummy prawning
uses two hands, just like me!

after 3 hours, my little brother caught 2 prawns -.0

busy preparing to have the prawns bbqed.

LIVE PRAWNS!

LOVED!

....

Assignments and Journal Done!

2010-09-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

skip prawning post as i'm tired!

TIME MANAGEMENT
15mins to bathe, 5mins to clear my mind, 5mins to play with honey and i will head straight to bed plus update my twitter for 10mins.

okay i'm done with my work, so called.

i did something stupid to my exam paper! as in, my answer to my bonus question. i misinterpret the question and sort of gave my professor a lecture :(
yes, i learned something.

GOODNIGHT!

Blue Black Leg

2010-09-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

blue black leg.
look at all the "bruises" on my leg because of my clumsiness. hit against my bed frame while jumping onto my bed! that was the extra bed in my room for my brother to bully honey :D okays, i am kidding.

Arts Test :
will be updating on my prawning trip yesterday tomorrow after i am done with my bible test tomorrow. i attempted to study by reading through my textbook but FAILED. my eye lids seem so heavy as i read, i even put on my spectacle and tried but the words are getting smaller and smaller. i wonder why so i gave myself the reason to take a nap on my bed and i slept from 8pm until now(10.38pm) :D now i can start studying for my test without having to look at tiny words.

my brother keep repeating this :"someone so hardworking, study till she fall asleep".

PS: HONEY BROKE ANOTHER OF MY HAIRBAND AND I SCOLDED HER!
she don't wanna look at me when i scold her. nowadays, she's so naughty to buy spectacles, hairbands, rubber bands and etc.

SUPPER ♥

time to carry on my revision!
take care :D

Part Time Maid

2010-09-25T02:14:00.000-07:00

before i head to haya's house with "ah ta", "ah pui" the duck and ah net, i shall do a short update. too bad ram and zach couldn't join us. oh dear! i forgot to call ben and mark!

after visiting, i'm going to prawn with my family!
my idiotic brother said he don't like prawning because we have to put the stick into the live prawn and it's pretty disgusting i can say. excluding that part, i believe it's FUN. okay, set! i will be bringing my family down to prawn.

i called myself a part time maid at home because whenever i have the mood, i will help up with household chores and the one i enjoyed the most is to MOP. mopping the floor is lovely! don't you think so? :D while i'm mopping the floor i saw a dead cockroach in the living room and i scream at honey, must be her! who else will attack a cockroach liked it's so "cute". she knew that she did something wrong, the first thing she does is to hide behind my mum and eventually she went to hide between 2 sofa. i don't have any idea where she found that eew cockroach, i bet she has been studying about cockroach and found their hideout place. honey, you're gross!

i brushed her teeth for her! so forget about her killing a cockroach, she's still cute as ever!
LOVE HONEY OKAY GUYS (:

Punishment for honey

2010-09-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥♥♥

ps: mummy is cooking supper for us, i feel so xinfu :D

Punishment for Honey Girl
she was punished by sitting on a chair. you may find it ridiculous to have punishment by making her sit on the chair. obviously she don't like it and look at her emo face! honey broke my pink hair band and worst of all she bite my aunt's spectacle. i'm afraid my aunt will do something to her when she come back from malaysia. sigh! i promise i will try my best to protect you okay, even to the extend of quarrelling with her. not really her fault isn't it, she left it on the bed and she still a child how she know what's a spectacle?

ever since the first day of school, i've been sleeping at 1plus 2. sometimes i don't even get one hour of sleep. today was the first day i slept till 12pm and have a lovely lunch with mummy and off we go. omg, why am i thinking so hard of where i went and what i do, mm. honey was left alone at home and when we came home she dashed like she always does. hug her and took pictures with this cute lil thing. look a bit like im trying to kill her but haha i did not! just plain playing with her. adorable max! ♥

ohya i don't dare to bring honey down for a walk, afraid that she will bring flea back. whenever i open the door and want to bring her for a tour in the car, she will chiong straight down and make me run like a mad woman over her.

dying to go prawning, i want to go with mummy!

i'm still hungry after having what my mum cook for us (: end up eating some junk food now, haha.

cosmetic pouch

2010-09-23T09:31:00.001-07:00

Cosmetic Pouch.
super girly pouch that i gotten for my self to keep all my bangles.

tweeting keep me occupied when i'm bored.
especially when i'm on cab, train or anywhere.
i will be blogging regularly here, i hope. so that i can keep track of what i do and when i grow old, i'm able to browse through and laugh at myself! GOOD IDEA.

oh yes! eye bags. i just remembered! i need to bathe and go to bed before 1am. gonna sleep as much as i can and go malaysia. so if i didn't pick up your call, i will call back once i get back home okay. hahah! went facial with mummy last night and i fall asleep halfway thru. omg, that's damn paiseh cause what if the therapist talked to me and ask me question and i just silent?

hmm. goodnight world (:

iphone4

2010-09-22T07:31:00.001-07:00

Update.
i will be doing a proper update after leaving this space vacant for so long. uni had started and it's rather stressful. every single day there will be assignments, test or quiz! Besides that, i have a hospitality project due on 4th Oct which is less than 2 weeks.

Mum was always the one styling my hair for me (: LOVED.
i know i gave a grumpy face because mum just love to curl my hair so.. ya, look at my "not very happy" face. this is the hairstyle that i had on the final recording and i look so funny on camera. partly, it's my fault cause i don't want to mum to spray too much hair spray on my hair. so it went ... mentioning about final recording, i can't stop laughing when i look at our video.

Honey.
miss her? she's officially 2years old.

Iphone 4Gs.
recently, i bought a iphone for my little brother. it's kind of surprise for him and i bet he must be v.happy! something that he mentioned once and we remembered and get him one. it's not his birthday or any gift of encouragement, just a little gift for him.

Should i change to live journal?

2010-09-19T01:59:00.000-07:00

I'm considering whether to blog on livejournal not but i can't seem to change the layout of livejournal. Supposed to be studying for test but end up exploring livejournal for 2 hours, a waste of time. I shall start studying now (:

September Update

2010-09-11T11:37:00.000-07:00

did not update this blog for quite some time uh (:

maybe it's time for me to change a blogskin soon!

HAHAHA

before and after

2010-07-02T11:20:00.000-07:00

(i didn't know your comments mean so much to me)

outing this sunday with SS peeps and monday meeting shiya, dar and duck!
i'm a happy girl :)

it's 2.26am now and im still blogging, hah! time to sleep, tomorrow gonna be a busy day :(

2010-06-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

2010-06-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

2010-06-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

after class

2010-06-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

it's a really fun class :)

i went straight to grandpa shop after my class. can't send my friend home :(
all thanks to this person -.- don't wanna waste my time mentioning him!

jacket

2010-06-06T09:11:00.001-07:00

i will blog tomorrow if i can reach home before 11 :)

letter

2010-06-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

at times, talking can be really irritating.

(-runawaytrain.tumblr)

i know who you are guest number 2 :)

Linnet's Birthday

2010-05-27T09:02:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINNET :D

shall upload all the photos on facebook tomorrow :)
we went to Holland V korean bbq restaurant for dinner then followed by a balloons surprise for our dear linnet. knew each other for 4years plus and now it's her 22nd birthday! let me start from the BALLOONS. i used my CARBON DIOXIDE for all the balloons :( not exactly all, there's 3 of them blown by my mum. hur hur, ah net you should really go buy 4D. because its the first time my mum blow a balloon, not even on my birthday uh! HAHAHA my mum still asked me to go for carwash before meeting you all. it was quite embarassing to blow balloon while waiting for my carwash is it? the uncle behind me keep laughing at me, omg. even the golden retriever in another car look at me as though im so alien with balloon! :D i think that was the number 10th balloon. drove home to bathe and went out to meet darling and our birthday girl. as usual, im late :( HAHHA when waiting for traffic light i blow a few balloons. blowing is not the most difficult job (although i'll be breathless) but it's to tie the balloon!

okay the climax was when i'm driving on the expressway while blowing a white/pink balloon, it BURST! burst you know?! there's this car beside me that saw the whole incident and he's laughing at me! he's laughing la. fine, if i saw someone doing this silly stunt in the car i bet i will also laugh like a insane woman. super "ma lu" and i drove faster. last balloon of the night was the white heart shaped balloon which is rather small in size because i'm breathless after blowing 6balloons in a row upon reaching. shift all the balloons floating around to the back to hide the present. it was meant to be a surprise but she saw it when i asked her to look for my car. aww!

Anyway i really hope you enjoyed the night with us.
:D i will tag both of you on facebook ya.

balloons

2010-05-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

after confirming on something, i did what everyone want me to do :) i'm pretty sure who is the someone, so let's wait and see. there's something i need to let "you" know, if you're not happy with me you can come straight to me and tell me off :)

insulting your relatives isn't something right to do. especially scolding your aunt vulagrity? i'm pretty upset about that someone scolding my aunt after putting on an act with her dad in front of my grandpa and relatives. it sounds complicated because you all don't understand. anyway it's okay, i always believe in karma. you can try whatever bad stuffs you're currently doing but you will never get away. haha, i know you're jealous. don't deny :) i've the greatest mum, dad, grandpa on earth and that's why you are jealous? or because of me? aww, that's so sad of you. instead of doing all these, why not just study hard and work hard to beat me? live a better life than me, isn't that better? rather then insulting people behind their back?

everyone are proud of their parents. i believe you are too.
why not ask them about the past? ask them what they are doing now? are they doing the right things? get them to tell you the truth.
insulting and humilating others doesn't make them proud of you, am i right?

i'm done with what i've to say. it's up to you to listen or not :)

will be blogging on linnet's birthday in awhile :)

BALLOONS

yes, its today

2010-05-24T19:57:00.000-07:00

i'm ready? i'm not? i'm ready? i'm not.

EFG building here i come :)

question

2010-05-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

have been sleeping real late this few weeks. 2am? 3am?

university interview on tuesday = nervous!
i forgot i'm going for interview until perng jie remind me.

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i really don't understand why people scolding me on my tagboard when i don't even know them :) if you really hate me then just use your name to tag, isn't it better? it's not that i mind what you said but i just want to make things clear to you. be it guest, guest 2 or 3 4 5. mind what you say, what do you gain by saying all these about me? i'm not going to remove my tagboard or delete your post as there is nothing i need to hide when that's not even the truth.

i spent 3mins here typing all these, i hope you can stop all your nonsense :)

blogging at 12.49am

2010-05-16T09:27:00.001-07:00

bedtime :)

i will sleep before 1.30am today, hopefully. had "ya kun" at least once every week because that's my mum's favorite. aww, don't really like eating bread but still alright. recently quite happening uh, got to know what happening now and in the past. tell me, how to not believe it when it's so real?

meeting my dear bitch this coming Wednesday :)

today

2010-05-16T00:01:00.000-07:00

didn't realize it's already 2plus.
declare sick.

Precious

2010-05-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

honey girl ~

girls

2010-05-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

i'm proud of my parents and so are they!

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

i asked my mum not to look at what i'm blogging! :D

do you know?

2010-05-11T03:01:00.000-07:00

You don’t need water to feel like you’re drowning, do you?

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

at the end of the day, i'll have no regrets, no sorrows and no disappointments

oh please

2010-05-10T07:07:00.001-07:00

i hope, i will get in :)

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

i thought i received a good news but it's actually a bad one hur. whatever it is, i hope the outcome will be different! :D later part of the day at around 7, i went only to see toto result for today cause i spent 7.50bucks on it :X hahaha! i'm a happy girl but of course! got 4 number out of 6 and that's 30 bucks ♥ . okay, it's not a lot of cash but i'm still... very Happy.

girls are always girls.
because they always care and think too much!

past == present == past == present

:)

i miss your stupid face

2010-05-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

2010-05-07T01:13:00.000-07:00

BYE :)

believe in karma

2010-04-21T11:51:00.001-07:00

i believe in karma :)

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

remind me to blog about the dinner uh.
anyway happy birthday tiong jun, just got to know your birthday is today :)

Honey playing with voice recorder

2010-04-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

pimple destroy everything

2010-04-17T01:16:00.001-07:00

we tend to turn into the things we are pretending to be.

Bak Kut Tei session with Ron, Pj, Nesh and Alvin on Thursday :)
besides eating, we talked and laughed at quite a number of things.

some people just can't make up their minds and end up hurting everyone around them. if you've decided to give him a chance then why change your mind when "he" come back into the picture? now that you lost both of them, serve you right girl.

then we planned to walk from tiong bahru to st. james, nesh returning his uniform. but it's damn far and halfway i sugguest to take bus instead. took bus to Ron's house and play with his dog LOTTE! ha, as cute as my honey :) but lotte loves pj more then us, aww sad. haha!

and after playing with lotte, ron drove to fetch nesh from st james and send us home :)

this idiot called honey : "ni!"
honey response : waking up.. (she's happily sleeping in air con room)
idiot : "oh! sleep, sleep don't wake up"

such an idiot right? ask her carry on sleeping and don't wake up -.-
wong huilong, you deserved to be scolded! cause you open the door so hard and accidentally hit honey.

i want to have KFC later :)

LOV

2010-04-09T05:08:00.001-07:00

♥

holiday

2010-04-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

you can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see,
but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel.

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

Let me update about my Malaysia cum Thailand trip

it's a trip that i had fun, joy and laughter. we went to sing K at this very cheapo place that cost RM 17 per hour and we alreadt choose the VIP room but it's still worse than anything, aww. the songs are limited as well, can't find much SNSD songs but there's GEE. well, better than nothing uh. went there twice during the one week stay. went places for good foods which are way cheaper than Singapore and it taste super! our all time favorite : LOR MEE

i remembered on the third night, i want to go have burger with my cousin but my uncle said NO. -.- okay all thank to that guy, hur. how would we know he's there right? fine and because of this, my cousin cried. maybe i should really stop craving for whatever random food. anyway in the end, we still got our burgers :D

oh yea, got my hair dyed ♥

drove to thailand on day 4. along the way, we meet an thai uncle(my uncle good friend). and we went hunting for foods. i can really spend all the thai baht which is with me on FOODS :)
.... im lazy to carry on typing so :)

i'm now all alone at home with honey nia.
let me plan what i'm going to do until my parents reached home.

bathe..
lalala don't know la, rot then -.-

mummy please come home quick, bring me out for dinner ♥

effects

2010-03-28T23:01:00.001-07:00

never expect, never assume, never ask and never demand.
just let it be. because if it's meant to be, it will happen the way you want things to be.

honey playing with her favorite toy! you know why? because that toy is uber noisy! she likes to irritate us by shaking the toy. if we /ignore her, she will barks at us until we give her the "oh honey, what you want" face. haha!

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flips

2010-03-26T02:09:00.001-07:00

♥

do this when you're feeling down :)

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

Farewell Lunch

2010-03-25T23:32:00.000-07:00

You were worth the fight, but I couldn’t fight forever.

Farewell lunch sounds like i'm retiring :x
Lunch with KK , John and Wan Jie yesterday @ beauty world.

and of course, lunch with Peter, Johnny, Wan Jie, Gary and Perng Jie @ turf city! haha i sounds so noob when johnny asked me whether i know my way there not. okay,it's only a 5mins drive there and i didn't know. that evil johnny laughed at me but of course. i thought of what to give you as your wedding gifts already johnny. you don't need an MC on that day, i will help you entertain your guests by showing them your staff photo! they will laugh till their pants down. HAHAHA!

Peter and Johnny ordered a lot of dim sums and we couldn't finish everything (34 "long"). PJ and Gary keep forcing me to eat when i'm like 99% fun, see they're super duper evil!

THANK YOU ALL :)

BOLD THE TRUTH

2010-03-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

BOLD THE TRUTH.

001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin. No acne, got pimple LOL!
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby. but i don’t make it as often as i can anymore.
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin. [please don't tell me ah pan -.-]
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog!
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch much music on a daily basis.
064. i have cried myself to sleep before.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name.
127. i once stole a music stand.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crisis at this moment.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173.i have thought about suicide.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
179. i cheated on a test before.
181. i’m sick of drama
182. i need a job

blue sky

2010-03-23T22:46:00.000-07:00

mood: vex

they act as if they know but actually they don't.
they talked a lot but nothing seems to help.

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

specially for sikai
you complain about my photos in year book before okay :(

always feeling this way

2010-03-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

blue screen of death..
my laptop will be dying soon uh?

when can i really know what i want? 

if only you try to know what i am thinking, how i feel and what i've been trying to do.
- deleted -
you don't know how hard it is to be me :(

it's only tuesday, only Tuesday. anyone can fast forward the date to 1st April? i want to be in Malaysia, can i? run away from everything and watch drama with my cousin in her room :) i can really hide there for the whole day watching drama :X okay it may sound wrong but drama take up a part of me. i'm browsing through my secondary school year book and i looked like a (-.-) oh my god seriously look like some monster! haha don't believe can ask sikai, he's always disturbing me with the year book last time. why am i blogging about year book and telling the world that im ugly? haha! but it's a fault, even my mum said im ugly! she said it TODAY.

liting oh liting :)

i may be doing the same but my heart doesn't feel the same.

yong :)

2010-03-19T02:29:00.001-07:00

Everyone should watch WGM! ♥

i've been disturbing perng jie and wan jie the whole day. they're the female and male lead for the singapore version of "we got married"! pj got kinda pissed off when i keep adding animation to what he's saying. but it's cool okay, got all the lame ideas from wgm.

i will go look for some funny wgm episode and post it here :D

2010-03-19T00:33:00.000-07:00

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

Foods

2010-03-17T18:58:00.001-07:00

life is a open book; the story is for you to write;
-

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

white balloons are " DEVOL "!

i wish there is delivery service for all sorts of food! not only Macdonalds, KFC and Pizza Hut.

something like this

2010-03-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

i need more time to sleep :(

craving for pasa malam fried honey chicken.
huilong wong, you better buy for me or else later you shall walk home :)

if i say i trust you. i really do

2010-03-16T18:41:00.000-07:00

hello my bag!

sugar definations

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

Some, dont even apologize and assume they're doing the right thing.

i want to "you swim, you eat, you fall and you sleep" once again.
chalet @ sentosa :D

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)
You may not be the first but i'm sure you'll be the last ♥
...

im going to dye my hair *winks* what color should i dye this time round? hmms.
early lunch with them was cool, i finished my plate of wanton mee which pj said i'll not be finishing. haha! im going crazy with this lame report/receipt you called it. tried 2 days to add one more datagrid but it can't seem to work. seriously getting on my nerves! why do i take up this course in the first place?! i thought i hate programming from the start and why am i doing all these for a year. i really have to thank the person who first taught we what's google and how to google, otherwise im still a programming idiot till now :) we people should do something we love to, other than doing something we don't like because you will not enjoy it eventually. and of course you will end up like me. complaining about my work life every single day. hah! complaining isn't a bad thing, it means im thinking that's why i got something to complain about.

auntie finally knew she locked me outside the office.
she asked me today whether i was locked outside yesterday.

how the conversation goes :

auntie: mm, wan jie not coming today?
me: yar, she on mc.
auntie: oh, she went to see the doctor yesterday?
me: yar maybe. she on mc today.
auntie: then i must report to peter.

pause....

auntie: oh yar, yesterday you were locked outside the office?
me: yar -.-
auntie: haha! then how you go back?
me: my mum came and fetch me -.-
auntie: haha ic. i knew it because i saw your bag. hahaha!
me: i was thinking "very funny meh? you think fun ah to be locked outside the office -.- "
me: oh.
auntie: so today i take half day, you remember to take your key and lock the door ah.
me: ok.
auntie: okay i go off le, you lock the door later ah.
me: yar ok, bye! "machiam i will forget to lock the door like that -.-"

or maybe she scare i kena rape in the office. shake head! suddenly so concern about me, if you could adjust the temperature of the air con to normal human is able to adapt kind of temperature then i will not be complaining here already. so thank god she went home early and so im able to turn off one of the air con and adjust the temperature to 24 degrees. the air con in my office is mad powerful can, i think polar bear would love to stay here. maybe i should suggest to the zoo to help them save their electricity bills and let auntie make friend with our cute sheba and enuka.

why am i forever so forgetful?
ipod cable. now i can't charge itouch nor jailbreak it. FAIL

Guessing Game
the guessing game we played yesterday was awesome. although it may sounds a bit lame because it's actually a little lame.

joke of the day : GARY
we have so much connections related to gary. HAHAHA!

i gave Ron and Dom a word which is UNISIM and they said there's no such word. today when i was driving back to Ngee Ann after our lunch, finally our dear Ron saw the signboard. the big big UNI SIM! :)

(- runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

guy who plays piano is equilvilent to ♥

gidi gidi -

2010-03-16T06:52:00.000-07:00

♥ before hope closes in on you

Byebye my bag, enjoy staying in school huh. see you tomorrow :)

anyone who saw my facebook status for today should know that im locked outside the office at 5.50pm. partly it's my fault for not bringing the office key with me but it's the first time i was locked outside. my bag and stuffs are still inside the office and she locked it. i was playing/doing my work downstairs with pj, ron and dom so i didn't bother to bring the key with me. to be frank, i've never bring the office key anywhere with me before, it's always inside my bag -.- liting, how smart can you be. glad that mum send me to school today instead of me driving because both car keys are with me, so imagine if im driving? my car can camp in school and i will end up taking bus back home all thanks to my "dearest".

what's with me at that moment :
laptop
charger
handphone
itouch
ear piece

okay that's all
that's why im blogging/complaining here now!

Liting Wong my mum asked me for nail clipper and i told her to get it from my bag. ****, where's my bag?! (a few seconds ago)

my facebook status.

luckily my handphone is with me otherwise i will curse and swear! and yes, my bag is a multi-purpose bag with a lot of rubbish in it. nah suddenly, i miss my bag! :X

cute chick!
her father is an officer and her mum is a teacher, how cool?

plain ♥

2010-03-10T18:05:00.000-08:00

♥ blue and white

We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

Mum and xiao xiong went back to malaysia on Wednesday. Huilong and i were so bored and we
play with mask last night. he asked me whether a guy put on mask will gay or not! haha :X
he's not very willing to put on the mask due to his past experience. his face will turn out to be
landmines the next day.

oxy mask then facial mask

and well, it happened again! he was complaining the whole morning about his pimples. don't ask why i've such a cute brother. if he treat me dinner and movie tonight then i will tell him my secret of pimple-less face. haha nah, kidding.

should i go IT fair today or go for manicure? don't think i got time for IT fair. by the time i reached home, bathed and changed and take train there -.- driving there is a CAP "NO". because i bet im will not reach my destination on time. end up i will be paying lots of ERP -.0

recently i've been trying to bun my hair but always failed. mum's first attempt and she did it so perfectly. but excuse me, she used my hair to bun! hahaha, so.. conclusion, im such a NOOB. haha! since young she was the one bun-ing my hair for me during primary school. there's only one time in secondary school that i bun my hair up -.- during sport day or something and its michelle who bun for me. one word to describe the feeling : PAIN!

3 more weeks to go :)
i may sound like i wanna leave this place asap, aiya but it's really boring.

it's WHITE

2010-03-08T01:13:00.000-08:00

i just found out something really ridiculous 2 days ago. i realized you're a pervertic and insane
creature. god knows you did this kind of stuff, omg. i can't think of any reason for you to do such
a thing.

if anyone of you wanna know what happened, msg me don't expect me to blog it out.

Mathematics may not teach us how to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide, or to love a friend and forgive an enemy. But it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution.

i want a flowery bedsheeet! ♥

2010-03-03T23:13:00.001-08:00

i need some space to breathe.
painting my room GREEN.

Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.

i'm so going to dye my hair again, paint my nails red and do all sort of funny things that i missed
out this one year! of course, i will shop for more shorts - all time favorite!
HOLIDAY PLAN + TO DO LIST
- im going to drag my cousin to go Bangkok and Genting with me.
- going to drive my uncle's toyota caldina :D
- 50cents nasi lemak from Alor Setar
- learn how to ride a bike "properly" (this time round, ah ma can't save me anymore :X)
- count stars on the sky until i fall asleep
- i will make LEE YU FENG bring me for a ride but please make sure i don't fly off the bike.
- i want to eat everything there! yums.
- lets fly kite as well! like what we do when we're still a kid.

okay there's alot more :D
.
.
.

waking up has always been the demon that's haunting me everyday. simply love Saturday and
Sunday because i can sleep all i want. ignoring phone calls and messages, just snore! ha! ♥

chanel eyeliner (X)
FINISHED. first time i finished using a eyeliner. never in my life did i ever finish using my
powder? eyeliner? liquid foundation? or any make up stuffs. liting, im so proud of you for not
wasting :D :D :D mad surprising!

my idiotic brother lao nua on the pillow! -.-
it's quite random for this but i SAW IT!
huilong, you're disgusting you know. tonight i shall put tissue into your mouth!
MUAHAHAHA :)

i want it to be the last.
the only.

i want to go korea

2010-03-01T17:38:00.000-08:00

busy looking for korean FM, kind of weird for Singaporean to listen to korean songs?
nah, i think they sound sweeter than chinese songs :x
oh, oh oh oh oh!

ron super into kara especially the song umbrella. haha! i still think SNSD better :p

im still waiting for autumn concerto ep21.
i didn't know ding dang can sing so well, currently addicted to her songs :D

why am i so random today? i don't know either.
but asking random questions are interesting :D

♥ Kyuhyun

i think this super funny, watch this :D

drama

2010-02-24T22:22:00.001-08:00

leaving ngee ann in a month time.
like finally i can stop waking up early in the morning and drive to work.
a bit "she bu de", as everyday go to work will see john and wan jie! earlier on, there's still mr yeo,
lam keong and kk.

perng jie learned a new line to say to his future gf after watching 下一站, 幸福. haha!
you better come to school tomorrow! or else..
hahaha!

The flower symbolism associated with the daisy is purity, innocence, loyal love, beauty, patience and simplicity

下一站, 幸福 is mad nice.

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wish come true

2010-02-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

i don't even have the courage to type S.A.D
hahahha! im fine, really fine.

shu gong, xie xie ni :D
thanks for making my wish come true
*close your eyes and feel*

2010-02-22T19:57:00.000-08:00

every single counts

2010-02-18T21:28:00.000-08:00

♥ be it now

Callie gave birth to her daughter 2 days ago. actually Michelle and i planned to visit her
yesterday but end up we didn't go. remember 3, 4 years ago, we were really close.
the three of us are neoprint siao :) we always took bus 903 together, laugh the moment we board
the bus and all sort of funny stuffs we did together.

now she's someone mummy! congrats :)
saw her baby's photos on facebook and looks really sweet.
didn't talk to her for a very long time since sec 4 i think. haha! ke li ling, you better don't siao
wang ren fu already. i wish you and your husband enen aiai yi bei zi :D

my boyfriend, my ai ren kim bum ♥
WAHAHAHAH!
(ah net, lets fly to korea and you find your shinee!)

I just want for once in my life to have one guy to prove to me that love is a good thing. I want to know that I can fall for someone and have them treat me like I mean the world to them.

Gambling

2010-02-16T20:29:00.000-08:00

Gambling at my house with my dearest :)

i got too much to blog about and too much pictures to upload.
most of them are on facebook already :)

you may not know what you wanna achieve at the end of the day.
but give yourself some time, you will sure be able to figure it out.

Valentine Day Plus New Year

2010-02-14T23:04:00.001-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day + Happy Chinese New Year!

First day of Chinese New Year was indeed enjoyable but then i didn't get to play :X
but i get to sleep a lot as i "self declare" i've no relative :D shall not mentioned what happened on
new year eve. because they don't deserved to be mentioned here in my blog. haha.

went to grandpa house in the morning and temple to baibai.
followed by time for me to sleep :X
wake up for dinner and next destination will be aunt's house.
cousins went for movie and we accompanied grandpa, aunt, uncle and our parents to marina.
there's uncle ringo! i'm dying for the rides but no one could accompany me, i can't possibly ask
my grandpa to go for the ride with me, lol. so end up i didn't get to play any rides but only taking
photos.

yes! there's a wishing well where people throw coins to make wishes.
i went to explore the place and throw a few coins to hit the bell and make a wish :D

2010-02-13T05:11:00.001-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

One Month

2010-02-11T18:30:00.000-08:00

6 slots of invigilation on Wednesday.
luckily im with peter and he's helping me every now and then :D

overall was fun, especially Mr loh's class. everyone is so "into" Johnny!
they requested to have johnny's photos on the screen. so, haha we went to staff directory and
found johnny's "song ka" picture!

ps: i wanna upload it here but i think my card reader is not with me today. so another day :)

questions

2010-02-09T00:48:00.000-08:00

i wanna learn how to speak korean!
ps: when im free from all these workload :D

i asked pj too much QUESTIONS today and he seems emo over that issue.
sorry, but when you answered my question really very funny! LOL

its really fun to sit down with ron, pj and nesh and starts talking nonsense.

:D

i guess im going to die tomorrow!
you all should know why -.-

good luck liting, see la play la play somemore

swens

2010-02-08T01:36:00.000-08:00

i hope, i wish

and you know i will never let you go

2010-02-04T00:59:00.000-08:00

MY FAMILY; MY LOVE

Chalet :

most of the pictures are in puik's camera. don't know when that lawyer assistant wanna upload
pictures to facebook? all pictures in my camera will be upload to facebook by tonight or
tomorrow :D chalet was cool especially when we sleep in the morning/ afternoon and night!!
escape theme park, point at linnet! hahah you all should really see when she play pirate ship!
haha super cute! she hold on to me like there's no tomorrow! can imagine right??

puik and i went to play with the water -.- super dirty.
will blog about it when i got all the photos!

ah net will kill me if she sees this :X

CLASS OUTING TO BATAM! CHEERS :D

爱, 只有简单笔画却比想象复杂

2010-02-01T00:19:00.000-08:00

爱, 只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
---------------------------------

i finally found it after one year.
but it's too late.
nevertheless, i tried my best.

honey sleeps like this when she was 3months old, and now she sleeps on my blanket.
good life! hahah.

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sick

2010-01-31T06:44:00.000-08:00

i'm sick again but i really love sitting down looking at the sea.
it's like telling me, girl don't worry everything would be fine.

i've decided, really decided what i'm going do after i stop working in ngee ann, what i really want in life.

very silly but i just want it that way.

2010-01-31T06:42:00.001-08:00

just leave me be alone.

-

2010-01-26T06:08:00.001-08:00

okay i'm supposed to do my work now but im feeling sleepy :S

without music

2010-01-25T16:46:00.000-08:00

aww, i forgot to bring my ear piece to do. all thanks to me bringing the wrong bag to work!
(change lor, see you still wanna change bag as and well you like not)
now i really appreciate mr yeo for his radio :X

now i really think 海派甜心(Hi, My Sweetheart) is a nice drama.
been watching it over the weekends. come to think of it, drama is still drama.
in the show, eventually the guy will understands and get back with the girl but what do you
if all these happened in reality? haha will the guy bother to clarify and wait for the girl for 3 years?

hahah, will there be any guy like "yan cheng"?
to protect his loved one for 10 years even though he knew that she don't love him?
it will never happen right? that's why people love to watch drama :D

i don't want to live my life like a drama. i just want a simple and quiet life. as long as i've my
loved ones and friends around me, i'm contented.

Junko Furuta - spread this story around

2010-01-18T17:16:00.001-08:00

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For 44 days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

WARNING: FOR STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEARTS ONLY:

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
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(from Wikipedia)

The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with “a friend” and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys’ girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that “possibly a hundred different people” knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to “kill (her) and get it over with”.

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys’ loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming “Human rights aren’t needed for brutes.”[2] Furuta’s real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of “committing bodily injury that resulted in death”, rather than murder. Boy A’s parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta’s family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko’s parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter’s killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

Police and Lawyer Letter

2010-01-10T17:37:00.000-08:00

remember the accident that happened to me?

4 cars involved in this accident all thanks to the first Mercedes Cab, we just knew that the first
car is a black Mercedes Cab. received a letter from lawyer that this shit cab want to claim from us.
and one more traffic police letter that require us to go to the nearest police station to make our
report as the driver in front of us went to take MC for more than 3 days and made a police report.

if there's anyone injured that's my grandfather. what youngster trying to claim MC, so what if you
are a doctor? look down on you! you are obviously not injured la, whatever you want kay.
sick bird -.-

i find it very unfair for everyone to claim from us. the third car didn't hit the second car then why
are we paying for the first car?

take a look at the picture above.
comfort cab banged the black Mercedes cab, the silver Mercedes avoid the comfort cab that
banged onto the right barrier after hitting the first car. we did the same thing to avoid the stationary taxi on the right and we hit onto the 3rd car which is the silver Mercedes.

since the silver Mercedes didn't hit the comfort cab, any reason we are paying for the first car
which is a black Mercedes?

if he insist to claim from us, i will sue him for giving false statement as we have witnesses.
so come and try us. he's supposed to claim from the comfort cab instead of us. if you are too
poor to pay you can come and discuss with us and maybe we can let you claim or help you.
but you didn't so lets see who's going to lose out.

okay I'm mad angry.

pongpong vs honey

2010-01-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

pong pong is cuter than my honey :X
hahah! but honey is more chio :D

cause she went to flirt with pong pong and he reject her! hahaha!!
omg, super cute la.

blog again tomorrow :D

EXPLANATION

2010-01-05T17:30:00.000-08:00

HONEY'S FOOD VS OURS

EXPLANATION

many of you must be wondering why am i so evil to blog about her.
but that's because you all don't know what kind of person she is.

people went " wha jialat liting where will go flame people", "LOL REALLY FLAME".
shall not mention names. haha!

Beng - Happy 2010 says:
She copy until angle zhun zhun one
Haha
You also very bad
Say her leg too short
Lol
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
hahah but you like her photos more right?
Beng - Happy 2010 says:
LOL yes!
Haha
:p
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
good!
Beng - Happy 2010 says:
She just need to make it sepia then perfect liao
Haha
Waaa you smoke also meh?
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
why sepia lei?
lol
Beng - Happy 2010 says:
Then exactly same as yours liao
Haha MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
no la, never. disturbing my friends only.
-.-
hello!
are you sure!
Beng - Happy 2010 says:
Hahahahhaha
Ahahhahahahahahahahahhaa
:p
Of course not la! Walao how to compare with a photo of a model sia!
Haha
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
funny.
Beng - Happy 2010 says:
Hahaha fun sia disturb you
:p
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
fun! i don't want to talk to you anymore.
Beng - Happy 2010 says:
*Waaaaa
*Waaaaaaaaaaaa
*Ok ok. Not fun!
*Like that no fun liao!
*:)

and nope, i don't smoke :D

first, she's not as innocent as what we see.
Example:

she went to peek into pei wen's laptop (invade people privacy)
ask her mother to be your lao da to call/scold her classmates
ask people to do her work for her especially java and html classes! (because i'm the one who do it for her -.-)
want to quarrel with me but look at a VAN and scream

What an innocent girl she is.

one example that show she's really innocent that's when linnet said this to her : "if you cannot
finished your foods then don't order so much because Africans don't even have anything to eat".
(something like this, right ah net?) and guess what she do?

she came to me crying and told me linnet bully her (roll eyes)
linnet just say this and this is called bully? she pretended as if she's the one being bullied by
our class girls. yes i'm the dumb one who believed what she said. until the day when her mum
went to scold girls from our class then we clarify this matter. and the truth was linnet just
being nice to tell her this and she came and complained to me. okay, this small matter doesn't
matter. not only this, she says all bad stuffs about them.

Going home late for friend.
her maths isn't good either but i wanna say she's really hardworking. to make me stay back with
her in school to teach until she understands.
Group Project Work (Java and Html Classes).

come to project work, i really regret to work with her.
although i've been tolerating her nonsense but i still carry on working with her on projects.
she's someone who always aim for perfect which is very good but i'm the one doing everything
and she expect me to know everything and get good result for our project work so she can get
good grade also. she can't finish recording what our lecturer is teaching and she will snatch my
laptop to copy but i'm also still copying. at least she should have the courtesy to wait for me to
finished copying then take isn't it?

after knowing the truth of what kind of person she is, i decide to stay away from her la. not say
stay away till like strangers, we still talk but not as close already.

The day I screamed at her
HTML Project Presentation.

i can still remember it vividly.
we went to the classroom to present our html website group by group. i spent the whole night on
the freaking website because my dear friend send me rubbish so i have to look for information
and finished it. we didn't sit together that day. she walked to me and said : "liting ah, can you
send me the project now?". i looked at her and tell her maybe you would want to look at it first
, anything you don't know can ask me then i explain to you. i refused to send her :X since we are
going to send it to our lecturer so i can just send and include her name? she gave me a immediate
black face, click click and walked back to her seat.

she took out her phone.

the next moment i recieved a msg.

oh it's from her. -.-

the message :
(sorry i'm just typing what's in the message)

cheebye la that liting. i asked her to send me the project but she refused! fuck her la.

the message was supposed to be sent to her boyfriend but somehow it was sent to me.
i think in the message she include dear or something. i'm not someone who can stay calm when
people scold me vuglar languages. plus the project is done by me, i've the freedom to send or not.
when she present, everyone knew that it's not done by her cause she know nothing about it.

after the preentation, i asked her face to face. what the message means? is it my fault when i
didn't tell the lecturer you did nothing and offer to explain to you? i showed her the message that she sent and her face went pale. we need to go for another lesson and i told her to meet me
outside lecture theatre after school. she came! with his boyfriend and she was so hum ji that she
called our lecturer about it. hello, come on i dont hit xiao meimei. i just want an explaination
why you insult me. she screamed at me using her low low voice without looking at me, she looked
at a van. so i asked her, i looked like a VAN is it? if you wanna scream at me then look at my
eyes. i've never seen someone like this before. (shake head)

she makes my poly days very meaningful indeed, else my life will be bored.
i somehow neglect my darling because of her. i really feel very bad about it. i spend my time on
ah pan because i feel that she's very poor thing. nobody want themselves to be like this right?
i pity her, i treat her as my good friend and this is what happened.

nevertheless, this issue isn't important to me anymore.
after this incident, i no longer regard her as my friend.
so whatever she want to say, do are not my concern.

so what if she go around and tell everyone of her friend that i'm such a evil girl who bully her?
i can't stop her from being childish, am i right? what's the point of being angry for something
that is not true? i can't go around explaining to her friends that i'm innocent either , so? hahaha!

how i know she went around telling others?
i didn't know anything until wan jie came to tell me. her qme student asked her out for dinner
one day and the first question the girl ask her was.

QME girl : "Wan jie ask you something. your office got a TSO named Wong Liting?"
(omg ah pan stalk me? :X)

Wan jie : "You know her?"

QME girl : "She's very very very bad!"
(omg i don't even know her and she said im bad :( )

Wan jie : "Why you say she very bad?"
QME girl : "What do you think of her? i heard it from Pan ******* that this girl always bully her throughout her 3 years in ngee ann"

Wan jie : "I think she's a nice girl and i like her, i dont believe she's that kind of person. you don't even know her how can you just believe what someone said? "

haha now i know i'm so popular that so many people know me :x omg, shy.
i don't mind what others gonna say as long as i know i did nothing wrong there's nothing to
be afraid of. something to say to this qme girl, please get the facts right before commenting on
others.

at least i have my close friends who know what kind of person i am and that's enough :D
thanks babes! you all know who you are.

if you were to read my blog you have to know this. it's time to grow up and concentrate on
your studies. no point to badmouth me when it won't hurt me at all. but thanks for observing me,
reading about me and trying to find out more about me :D

oh ya, it's okay to be a mama girl but please be one with pride.

omg i sound like some problematic girl, haha!

(linnet still thinks ah pan hates her most! lol :X)

see, even uncle say i'm a good girl :X

exploring

2010-01-04T19:10:00.000-08:00

EXPLORING

perng jie was complaining that i'm bad because i blog about ah pan :x
i'm being nice to entertain you okay. haha i let you all read and laugh, isn't that good?
once in awhile you all will feel tired or restless right, look at her pictures.
you will feel woah! HOTSTUFFS!

he's happily thinking that i won't post about him and i don't have his picture.
i shall asked ron for one and make perng jie cry! hahaha

i think our conversation is funny! LOL

Life or Death is better? Answer: Death!! says:
*diao
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*HAHAHAHA
*got laugh or not
*see i entertain you sia
Life or Death is better? Answer: Death!! says:
*got
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*see!
*you also bad, go laugh at xiao meimei
Life or Death is better? Answer: Death!! says:
*wha
*fine fine i bad
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*hahaha dont feel bad, everybody is laughing. lol
Life or Death is better? Answer: Death!! says:
*LOL
*later she cry how?
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*then you give her love la
*hahahaha
Life or Death is better? Answer: Death!! says:
*NO WAY
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*see you also dont want her, still blame me for blogging about her
Life or Death is better? Answer: Death!! says:
*sound like my fault

my dear cousin went back to Malaysia and seriously
i one person sleeping on a queen size bed is godly.

mummy can't seem to fall asleep on my bed. and she complained that i sleep like a pig, happily
sleeping. i don't think i turn here and there when i sleep, only occupied half of the bed only :x
i shall let honey sleeps with me soon. she's more and more adorable yet naughty nowadays.
she has an enemy at home which is the chicken that pui and orville bought for ram's birthday
and now that it's at my home, become her worst nightmare. when i have time i will upload a
video of how honey got scared by the small flat yellow chicken.

Ram's Birthday BBQ Session @ WCP

meet darling, pui the duck and orville at jurong point then cabbed over to WCP. it's the first
time i went there because i think we all still prefer ECP :X

only the three of them there when we reached. ben was the driver and cook for the night!
ram dropped his waterproof camera when we are taking photos. guess what he did to the
camera? he threw it into the box of ice. we went wtf you doing ram? hahaha

next up will be ben the main actor of the night. alongside with his cute yellow chicken! haha
we can feel how he love that chicken for that night. it's actually someone that ben ......
yup! correct. lol we gave him her number but he keep acting blur so we just save it in his
phone as lover.

the guys are super nice to cook for us and we just sat there and wait for them to get us foods :x
thanks! followed by ciggs break, phone number exchange session for someone ah. hahah!

really enjoyed the night with them.
class chalet will be held on the 29th of Jan.

AH NET REACTION.

2010-01-03T23:22:00.000-08:00

ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*hahaha
*that picture also not natural one lor
*she there fake smiling
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*ahahah
*i will have a post just for ah pan
*lol
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*LOL!!
*okay
*I await your post
*:)
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*okat
*10mins
*hahaha
*later you sure laugh until cannot walk
*lol!
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*haha
*okay
*i go see!
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*wait wait
*hahaah
*posting soon
*2 more mins
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*chey
*i tot u blog le
*hahaha
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*HAHAHA
*DONE
*:D
*hahahaha
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*HAHAHA
*I love you too LOL!!
MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*WAHAHAHAHA!
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*can't stop laughing
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*can't stop laughing
*next time go out got new things to pose le
*lol!!

MessageBox.Show(" 보고 싶다 "); says:
*ahaaha!
ツ n Σ t z Z ©™ says:
*damn fake la that smile
*like purposely ask ppl to take
*LOL!

dedicated to our dearest ah pan

2010-01-03T22:50:00.000-08:00

AH PAN SPECIAL

okay i decided not to mix the post on her with my other posts.
you must be thinking why am i blogging about her right? because she so tiny!
she just can't have her own style. ever since poly year one, she's so fake to ask her mum to scold
my friends and still dare to call me and tell me they bully her. hello, you think i'm your bao mu ah? i don't have time to entertain xiao meimei. haha

finally knew the kind of person she is. okay shall not bring up whats in the past.

take a look at the photos below. find anything familiar?

im not trying to be mean but just blog about her because she's interesting.

1. What a nice pose

i didn't know people also like to take photos at this angle. lol but too bad, look so different.
maybe you can try smiling to the camera which your boyfriend is holding to. different
photographer can make the picture looks different. i'm so sorry to say that but it's true.

how come take off her jacket in the second picture? act sexy ah? haha :x
but i believe you are not posing cause it looks better to me.
nice hair color you have there.

2. Nice legs of hers

mm can her legs reach the floor when she open the door? LOOK AGAIN
im afraid it's too short :X how about wearing heels, i think it may helps.
wearing skirt is right, cause it can makes your legs look longer.
woah! you knew this, not bad keep it up.

3. Blue honda civic (she can drive?)

omg, did you learn driving from bbdc? who's your instructors? i bet them must be
busy stepping on the brake pedal, lol. although they are both honda but try driving
a honda oddessey, i think you will need extra. lol of course, my car is more chio.

drive a suzuki swift, maybe you will look cuter with it.
maybe only, i cant guarantee.

4. Holding a bag

100% my bag look better than yours. time to change one sweetie.
you will look even better with a better quality bag
...................

Actual picture of mine

im not angry or whatever upoon seeing her photos.
or rather im happy to see it, cause it shows my photos are influential
but to the person who took the picture, maybe you wanna consult my
brother on how to take the photos? he will be glad to give you a free lesson.

please provide your own dslr :D

i didn't notice her until haya told me on facebook. haha but we notice you cause
you're beautiful. so don't stay jumping around if you saw this okay. just trying to
let people know how beautiful our classmate is. im so lucky to have the same name
as you but luckily, luckily different surname. otherwise i might have killed myself.

all thanks to darling, ah net and puik for disturbing about my name for 3 years.
see, you all know how bad you all are? haha but i still love you all :D

that's all folks.

today is a special day

2010-01-03T17:57:00.000-08:00

BKE TO PIE (CHANGI)

As promised, i'm going to blog about "ah pan".
but before i start blogging about her, i want to let everyone knows that im very happy today :D

planned to reach office @ 8.30am today so i left my house @ 7.45am. traffic was alright until
i reached bke. and until a point that it went STOP. complete stop i'm trying to say, every car on
the right lane was travelling at 5km/hr? saw quite a number of ngee ann students riding bike
with the ngee ann jacket. if i can have a bike license i think i will reach school long ago.

Jam from PIE(Changi) to Lornie.
-.- make me nearly fall asleep while driving. next big thing is the ERP( 7.55am to 8.55am)
i'm in front of the ERP at 8.54am. yes one more min! arghh.

so moral of the story, im very late for work today.

my dearest cousin :D

honey kissed my mum! PS: my mama face a bit chui here, she will scold me :X

Weekends

2010-01-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

Sentosa Outing and Ram's Birthday BBQ Pictures coming up :D
not forgetting about ah pan's picture. all thanks to darling for telling me on facebook so i went
to take a look how ah pan trying to be like me.

She went clubbing with her boyfriend!
i can't believe it :X

.
.
.
.

even my auntie had enough of her pictures

LX3 or GF1

2009-12-30T16:53:00.000-08:00

i want to change my blog song but i can't seem to upload. so shall see when i'm able change to
ETUDE. super nice song by SNSD. Ron told me that T-ARA is a new korean girls group
that he finds better than SNSD. eh i don't think so :P

you all should go listen to Etude here.

Which one should i be getting?

no more Sony, Canon or Olympus for me.
going to try Panasonic this time round :D

-removed-

any idea what can i get for ram? for his birthday, this coming Saturday.

i wanna buy a LV bag for my mum, i promised :D
*looking at the website now*

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out In Your Arms

2009-12-27T19:28:00.001-08:00

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out In Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water. We had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girl's eyeballs." Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said, "You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together or, I was lounging before the computer, visualising Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way. "Suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

Once again, Dew said to me. "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.?" Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you". She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "Why?" I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me. "You are not a man!" At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions. She didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple. Our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, "I remember." "You carried me in your arms." She continued, "So, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce." She said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly. "Let us start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realised that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualisation of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now." She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realised that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.

I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead, "You got no fever." I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew. I can only say sorry to you. I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote. "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

i hope u can forgive me
perhaps someday in the future
or maybe not

dumb day

2009-12-27T17:17:00.000-08:00

the past few days make me feel like my contract have ended and i can go here and there
everyday? monday will eventually be here and office will be my second home. but then at least
not with maggi mee? everybody on leave and only left me and her in the office. hell boring!

and i have no sms khakis today. i keep messaging my brother and was wondering why he didn't
reply me. no wonder! hahah i know why already :X

maggi mee listening to some old old song that's really making me sleepy.
i bet she must be sleeping now!

gotta spend my last long weekends wisely.
steamboat @ edmund house
marina barrage
new camera
sentosa

mm where can i bring my cousin to play?
not forgetting im meeting ah miao for lunch on sunday!
liting please don't forget again.

a. finally she off her radio or something? there comes again!
i think she play repeated mode

look at a brighter side

2009-12-23T00:51:00.000-08:00

MICKEY MINNIE MOUSE

my dear cousin is at my house now! she's going to sleep with me tonight :D
will be buying a new television to replace our old old TV today.

my retarded zi lian pictures :X

groomer wannabe

2009-12-21T17:07:00.001-08:00

supposed to send honey for grooming like few weeks ago but her fur tangled and it's already close to her skin. most probably the groomer will suggest to cut her botak. i guess honey will emo for a long time if we send her for grooming. so derafter sending my brother to bbdc for driving lesson, we went home and i put her on a chair(she will stand there and will not jump around) at the balcony and i start to groom my little princess.

i keep screaming at her asking her to sit still. and guess what i cut my finger, lol.

i'm supposed to be doing my work but seriously no idea.
nah, shall continue with my work now :)

Invigilation Over

2009-12-15T00:09:00.000-08:00

Invigilation OVER

old maggi mee.
still as usual complaining about the air con. i first time heard people saying the air con not
cold enough will sick. what kind of bullshit? then i think you better live inside a freezer.
i can imagine how her husband beg her to adjust the air con temperature higher as he's
freezing. i pity you cause your dear wife only thinks of herself and she's super thick skin.

so long since i got the mood to blog.
invigilation was not as scary as i thought. thanks to john and kk who describe to me before
i went for it. lol i think Richard is a good lecturer :D not forgetting Jeremy(ah ta favorite)
was there too. saw a few familiar faces there, i find myself very weird standing there with all the lecturer and some students even called me lecturer -.-

invigilation

2009-12-14T20:24:00.000-08:00

omg i'm so nervous now!
not because im taking exams but because i'm invigilating.

i still prefer to take exam than invigilate.
my heart pumping very fast now! 5more mins, i've to go.

pray for me okay.

no title

2009-12-10T01:44:00.001-08:00

Cake Designing

2009-12-06T22:43:00.001-08:00

Cake Designing :

celebrated pui's birthday in advance last friday. we went to design a cake specially for her,
can't find it in any cake shop okay lol. should i call it cute or ugly? :X haha first time designing
a birthday cake.

will blog about pui's birthday tomorrow, which is her actual birthday :D

you're the one till the end

2009-11-30T00:55:00.000-08:00

TITLE : You're the one till the end

i saw a guy back view similar to Youxin and i swear i stunned for a few seconds. haha!
haven't been blogging recently. so i shall start blogging how yeah :D

im becoming more and more optimistic and i guess that's good. feeling happy everyday is
really a joy. no matter what happen, just tell yourself it's not the end of the world. SO?
cleaned my room, living room and kitchen with my brother yesterday.
can't imagine me cleaning right -.- haha but yes yes i cleaned it
mm, it's VERY clean now!

COME COME LETS COMPARE :D
(found this picture taken by my mum)

she told me she want to shoot something similar to my brother.

i think it's way different -.-
both using the same camera. *shakes head* LOL

CUTE STUFFS :D

i'm packing up and going to fetch my brother now. not planning to bring laptop home as
i already have very little time to rest. so, So SO :D goodbye people

mad cute

2009-11-29T21:16:00.001-08:00

phobia

2009-11-25T17:35:00.000-08:00

have not been blogging here often, as i'm blogging over @ http://blog.litingwong.com/

i think i miss out my family zoo trip. will also upload on facebook later.

recently the weather is really a killer. hot like mad, stay inside the car also can't stand it.
3days to slack and rot, mummy went back to Malaysia with xiao xiong. without mummy,
i'll have to drive here and there by myself, i've phobia! how? i'm driving rather slow nowadays.
you all won't understand how it feel when you met with an accident. although i did my part to
"siam" to the left but in the end still bang onto one car. whenever the car in front of me brake
a bit harder, the scene will appear in my mind -.- sickening.

somehow becoming paranoid. yesterday, a taxi driver from the 3rd lane signal right and move
to second lane. i thought he's heading to the first lane and i horn him :X
i'll never do this in the past, sigh.

mm i was wondering, is Christmas Day a public holiday?

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变的更完整
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨
我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来你只是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门
我的等待成真了整夜的苦闷
我努力在你的回忆里狂奔
才了解失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
让回忆继续反复炫耀
原来失去对彼此都不好

Furnitures

2009-11-22T17:03:00.000-08:00

i think this is funny. came across this in a forum.

Hi all,
jus to share my experience too.
I went to the outlet at Tradehub21 during the last long weekend.

My wife & I went into the store, & a ah-beng liked middle age man approach us.
Lao-Beng:"Wat r u looking for?"
"Looking for day bed.."
Lao-Beng:"We dun have day bed."
"How abt lounge chairs?"
Lao-Beng:"We aso dun have.."
"Nvm, I will browse around."

This Lao-Beng followed us so closely till he cant walk properly. Believe me, its really very close. Nvr been to a furniture shop the salesman walk so close one, & we have been to numerous furniture store..
I purposely walked slower to give my wife more space to roam, & to block him frm getting near my wife.
This Lao-Beng walked quicker round me, jus to get inbetween us. Damn close loh..
I overtake him & walk slower, he followed behind me so closely till his legs going to entaggle cos hes avoiding my feet.
Cant leave a dist meh??

Den I walk till an area selling display sofa..
He ask me:"U wan sofa? These r display sets."
His tone was like, dun waste my time. Get out..
Damn piss off..
While we were leaving, he duno mumbled wat to his colleague & went back to his chair & enjoy the stupid ah-beng techno songs broadcasted..

He really gives us the feeling;
u cant browse around here if u r not buying anyting.
I dun tink any customers like the way their salesman behaved loh..

L3x

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